Open Casket

If I don't talk I'm prolly thinking bout my bro
Huh

4am I'm with my brothers on the road
If I don't talk I'm prolly thinking bout my bro
Kept him close I made him feel like he was home
I keep thinking bout the night I got that call and he was gone
He would call me for my help I used to never pick it up
Now I'm thinking was it me or was it drugs that got him stuck
Now I stand here with my head down in my hands can't say a thing
All these snaps don't help me think what type of kid he'd be today

He was only 14
I know he had a dream
He was smarter then me
He made me feel like I could speak
9am he's at my door
He said his momma out 2 drink
Took him in like he was blood
And built a bond that never sinks
The more he talked the more I seen
The more we smoked it got too deep
Imagine life without the ones who made the
Choice to let you breath
Love my brother
Started making him a bed with all my sheets
Went thru more then I could think a only child could ever see
Huh
Used to tell me buy this drug to help me out
I used to try em hide the baggies in the couch
He would steal em if he found em that's my boy without a doubt
Did it once and when I seen him he looked bad it freaked me out
Doing drugs since he was 8 he spacing out
Only had to take that route because his mom was in the house huh
Then I got distant with my life I had to do it
He prolly felt a way when I got lost inside my music
He would tell me send me tracks when your all done in the booth
I sent a few
He hit me back don't fuck with 1 but he like 2
Good I made that one for you
I put this pain in at the stu
Spent a ticket on the mic so all these people hear the truth
Didn't see him for a month he said he caught up with his school
Tried to call but he don't answer
Then he text me out the blue
" I got jumped I need ur help "
I got up quick and made a move
Different laces in his boots
My bro got bullied out his shoes

No one there to help
Expect myself and that was it
Wanna speak to you again
There's only one way that I can
Take my life if it means seeing you in heaven
I'm a mess
I can't even get to visit you
Your mom ain't have a plan
Felt like I deserved your loss cause she don't preach you like I do
Used to send you on your ones while she got fucked up in her room
And I get it
She don't want you doing stupid shit she do
But It's expected when you only got your mom and not a clue

Nothing left to say I let it out
Your my heart without a doubt
Open casket seen his frown
Put my hand close to his chest
Never close with all these people in the stands
All this crying I cant seem to find my head I miss my friend

4am I'm with my brothers on the road
If I don't talk I'm prolly thinking bout my bro
Kept him close I made him feel like he was home
I keep thinking bout the night I got that call & he was gone
He would call me for my help I used to never pick it up
Now I'm thinking was it me or was it drugs that got him stuck
Now I stand here with my head down in my hands can't say a thing
All these snaps don't help me think what type of kid he'd be today



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