To Sit With the Kings

I had to sit down and meditate connect with my soul
I had to change my diet had to switch up on some goals
I had to evaluate plans and switch up some people
I had to switch my living had to fight with the reaper
I had to fight my fears I had to fall to the bottom
I had to search for myself and yea cried when I caught em
I had to be quiet I had to listen some more
My son wasn't feeling loved I had to kiss him some more
I had to talk to myself I had to chat with God
I had to forgive myself I had to accept my flaws
I had to focus up and cut off all my distractions
I had to be quiet and follow up with my actions
I had to walk by faith and not walk what I see
I had to walk it like I talk it had to walk what I be
I had to fight with myself to overcome all things
I had to sit with myself before I sit with kings

I had to change my word I had to start speaking life
I had to apologize I had to make shit right
I had to control my urges I had to cut off some sex
I had to block some numbers I had to cut off some text
I had to read some books I had to pray everyday
I had to go the gym I had to release some rage
I had to draw some boundaries I had to focus on me
I had to stop drinking soda had to get with tea
I had to step in my power I had to use my mind
I had to do my bid I had to face my time
I had to fight my fears I had to fall to the bottom
I had to search for myself I finally cried when I caught em
I had to be quiet I had to listen some more
My son wasn't feeling loved I had to kiss him some more
I had to fight with myself to overcome all things
I had to sit with myself before I sit with kings