bad seed

It's too many bad seeds in the ground
Mama said watch who you keep around
There's no place for me now
Like I'm the only one that's feeling homebound
Think my lucks running out
It's like everywhere I turn, someone has it out
To put me in the dirt, or make sure that I'm down
We just getting started now
Jumping off the roof, we felt it through the floor
I know you hear that thumping sound
Tryna find the truth, we found it through door
And then they locked us out
It was really raining, it was really pouring
It was really dangerous, couldn't see the warnings
So we crawled through it, barely saw the morning
Took it all from us, had my stomach turning like

There was a time when you had me on the floor (I aint gon' lie, I was down for a minute)
But you're not, you're not gonna hurt me anymore (It was the end dawg I thought that I was finished)
Took me a while to realize what I'd seen (But sometimes I swear I see it in the distance)
I never knew, never knew you were such a bad seed (If it could it would kill me in an instant)

Too many bad dreams
Couldn't sleep
Tried to run but I couldn't leave
That state of mind, it was all a lie
Had to take some time
Try to clear all the bad thoughts, all the bad seeds
All my friends dying right in front of me
It was too many things that I ain't have to see
Apocalypse, it was the end for me
All my youth, love, truth, trust, gone
I lost sight of my identity
And the hope for dreams that have yet to come
Was slipping through my hands, palms getting numb
Bare feet in the sand, getting hard to run
Gotta keep it moving, gotta get done
Papa was the man to say I was the one
So I gotta be the one
I had to disappear from it all, I had a feeling it was coming
There were just some problems that I couldn't solve, I was holding onto nothing
They pushed me off the edge, I closed my eyes I fell in your hands
My knees buckled and I couldn't stand
So you bought me home, that's where the story ends
But I was having those dreams again
Where you didn't catch me and I kept descending
I fell right through the sand, dawg I couldn't breathe my whole world was ending
I tried to call your name, didn't get an answer could've sworn I sent it
And now everyday I try to leave a message
But I'll never know if you ever get em like

Took me a while
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