Been Through
This song is dedicated to my family that have been through everything that I've been through
I just do it all for you
Where do I begin
Ever since my head injury
I've been defective, infested with misery
Like barbarians when they started tearing apart the perfection in Italy
I don't want attention or sympathy
Just want to be left in Sicily
I feel like I'm being tested by a distant being whose crystal sees all the mistakes and sins I've made within
Always chasing a fix and I'm behaving like this
Maybe that's why my brain was invaded by braces of hits
Because that's the way that I live
They say I better confess to my sins
But I have to confession
I've never confessed to a thing
And the thing is, I don't intend to begin
All I have is my call rap
I'm obsessed with this
I've abandoned friends for this
Whenever I play them a track, they flip
They state that rates like the Phantom Menace did
Hey, you may say I'm bonkers in this crazy noggin
But I approach the slope like I'm David Goggins
You won't erase what I create on a page
No, not again
I'm stopping my morning meds
And y'all get torn to shreds
Because in this time slot, I've got a lot to offend
And I ain't stopping because of your threats
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
I've walked through hell and back
They used to talk and yell, he's fat
I'm about to snap
Forced into a callous attack
It's all on the line
And I don't want to fall like a balancing act
With no ropes or belts attached
There's no hope
I've be thrown out the band
Cause honestly
I don't want to be surrounded by crowded hands
but I need thousands of fans
To be able to stamp all my plans
No stable will hand me a grand
Cause my content is constantly embodying what not to be
But if I'm not honest to me
When I'm dropping on a beat
It's like I'm in a coffin and it's rocking and I'm lost at sea
Stop the gossiping
I'm not a fault this time
But I'm still holding the knife
To my wrist to slice
Cause the older I get
The heavier the boulders on my shoulders get
Their pole vaulting the fence
I've got no soldiers left
So it's best that I'm sent to the coldest depths
Better prepare to hold my breath
My goal is set
If I'm not the default the best
I'll scold the rest
Before I'm forced to enrol in death
Cause I've got nothing left
Just the rumbling in my stomach
And all that humming in my head
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
I just do it all for you
Where do I begin
Ever since my head injury
I've been defective, infested with misery
Like barbarians when they started tearing apart the perfection in Italy
I don't want attention or sympathy
Just want to be left in Sicily
I feel like I'm being tested by a distant being whose crystal sees all the mistakes and sins I've made within
Always chasing a fix and I'm behaving like this
Maybe that's why my brain was invaded by braces of hits
Because that's the way that I live
They say I better confess to my sins
But I have to confession
I've never confessed to a thing
And the thing is, I don't intend to begin
All I have is my call rap
I'm obsessed with this
I've abandoned friends for this
Whenever I play them a track, they flip
They state that rates like the Phantom Menace did
Hey, you may say I'm bonkers in this crazy noggin
But I approach the slope like I'm David Goggins
You won't erase what I create on a page
No, not again
I'm stopping my morning meds
And y'all get torn to shreds
Because in this time slot, I've got a lot to offend
And I ain't stopping because of your threats
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
I've walked through hell and back
They used to talk and yell, he's fat
I'm about to snap
Forced into a callous attack
It's all on the line
And I don't want to fall like a balancing act
With no ropes or belts attached
There's no hope
I've be thrown out the band
Cause honestly
I don't want to be surrounded by crowded hands
but I need thousands of fans
To be able to stamp all my plans
No stable will hand me a grand
Cause my content is constantly embodying what not to be
But if I'm not honest to me
When I'm dropping on a beat
It's like I'm in a coffin and it's rocking and I'm lost at sea
Stop the gossiping
I'm not a fault this time
But I'm still holding the knife
To my wrist to slice
Cause the older I get
The heavier the boulders on my shoulders get
Their pole vaulting the fence
I've got no soldiers left
So it's best that I'm sent to the coldest depths
Better prepare to hold my breath
My goal is set
If I'm not the default the best
I'll scold the rest
Before I'm forced to enrol in death
Cause I've got nothing left
Just the rumbling in my stomach
And all that humming in my head
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Everything I've been through
It bruises my skin
Everything I've been through
Has me losing things
Everything I've been through
Has me abusing Benz
Everything I've been through
Is why I choose death
Credits
Writer(s): Marlon Bereux
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