Peace of Mind (Full)

My mindset cloudy like a basehead sittin' on the bed
Writing in my notepad then I go erase it
Finding my words and I leave it then misplace it
Many ways and plays my strength withers by days let's face it
Can you say you relate betrayed by another lady lately
I was really hasting fuck being faithful
I just wanna embrace the hateful taste I feel God take the wheel
No, never will I kneel to that it's my get back, black
It's murder over rap same rush you had
With a bitch dancing on your lap
But this the same feeling i had when you was treading heavy waters
Black, changes in our sons and daughters
Jessiel, nigga get back, or get dropped quick
Don't come around me on some low morality shit
Putting hands on your moms, when she held you for nine
There's a fine line fuckin' with spirits, believe it can't admit it
But guess you crazy as percieved
Same with the bitch that had me gritting my teeth
So what? cause I had passion in what I worked for
Is that what scared you?
Cause before I heard you frontin', makin' me the fool
Now I'm fuckin' dangerous too
That's good, put my peoples up just to get bucked
They don't even know what i'm thinking
The lightbulb is just blinking
Stuck like the print on my paper, my brain is slowly leakin'
And the pen is my dude, stamping on what i'm thinking
Writing what might work, unlocking what's stored away
Sometime sunshine's gotta fall down someday
Embrace the weight before it's too late before it kills you
And turns you illiterate my words indiscriminate
It's infinite legitimate and often intricate

Have you ever visited the world called common sense
Plains and blades of grass amass and stained by the blasts
Of macs, splat in-raps on tracks the tax is lyrical laceration
Admiration to the peace of mind
Unlike y'all, I ain't really blind
I'm signed to the book of Genesis and Revelations
Speculations on my name from the start
And in the end magnification of all your hearts
Gratification, from the breath of the cool air
I swear only speak what I mean, so there
Here's another track, compared to you
I'm only capable of change, even if the range is so long
Yo yo, "don't give up your too strong"
Where did you go when it was your time
To represent what shit meant to you?
Remember the day at the managers place
You smiled in my face, in that case
You had some gaze, like nothing fazed you
I was bein' screwed, and I took it as nothin
And I learned I was played again
Been multiple days since you checked in my friend
You ain't gotta say shit, cause i for-real quit