Then Rebuild

I wanna tell you off
Show you how much it hurts
To be left for dead
But I don't want you hurting

I wanna scream and yell
But you'll never hear me
You're defensive, loud, and cruel
Decided I'm the enemy

I wanna leave the door open
Just in case you don't wanna leave
I'm almost ready to let you go
Not yet ready to be free

I'm afraid of what you'll say
Afraid of escalating
Your words become my knife
My body takes the pain I deserve

I wanna leave the door open
Just in case you don't wanna leave
I'm almost ready to let you go
Not yet ready to be free

If I finally find the courage to push you away
The void of your presence might swallow me
Everyone tells me I'm already consumed
I'd rather die than rebuild
I'd rather die than rebuild
I'd rather die

I wanna leave the door open
Just in case you wanna come home
I'm almost ready to let you go
Not yet ready to be free

I wanna leave the door open
Just in case you wanna come home
I'm almost ready to let you go
Not yet ready to be free



Credits
Writer(s): Vanessa Hale
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