Grown

I'm tumbling through this life
Like the jeans inside my dryer
I've been swaying back and forth
Like the trees in my front yard
When I think I've found my way
Give me til the end of day
I'll have revelations, conversations
Change the way I think

I'm confident and wise
Then I'm questioning and shy
There's a grain of sand for every time I've said I'm 25
Maybe what they say is true
You just don't know until you do
Cause everyone I date only makes me
Tired and confused

I love my dog
I'm best-friends with my mom
I'm so sick of my phone
And I live on my own
But I wonder if I'll ever feel
Grown

There's things that I know now
Responsibilities I'm proud to carry
People who rely on me
And people I've let down
I've seen dreams of mine fulfilled
Lost it all had to rebuild
Friends have come and gone
But never once has God not been my help

I love my dog
I'm bestfriends with my mom
I'm so sick of my phone
And I live on my own
I have my routines
I've learned some hard things
I'm letting it go
And I'm carrying on
But I don't know if I will ever feel
Grown

Used to think getting older meant getting married and knowing everything
That I would reach a point and it'd all make sense and I'd never be the same
But I've been realizing the me that I was at 5 and 23
Is still the person sitting before me just with a haircut and whiter teeth
It's just a blink
There's so much more to see

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I love my dog
I'm best friends with my mom
I'm so sick of my phone
And I live on my own
I have my routines
I've learned some hard things
I'm letting it go
And I'm carrying on
But I don't know if I'll ever feel
Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever feel
No I don't know if I will ever feel
Grown