My Best

I'm feeling trapped in here
Drowned in a mental mess
Tired of the same fears
Trudging through redundant stress but
I know I've got it good
Believe me I wish I'd see
All that I've made it through
And all the good inside of me

Cuz I keep thinking the same
Keep wishing my brain
One day will just shut up
And start to make sense

I keep wondering why as I pray up to the sky
Oh my when will I love me?

Every mornin I'm reborn
But every worry leaves me torn
Between the life I wanna live
And every care I have to give

Such a waste of time it is to see yourself so low
So I think it's time I throw the blinds
Up to let the real me show
Oh oh oh I

I wanna see me like you do
I wanna hold me how I hold you
I wanna be free, learn to be happy
And just forget the rest

I wanna wake up every day
Not giving a dang bout what they say
I'll never hold back cuz I'll always know that
Just being me's my best

I'll never suppress
Although I'm a mess
I'm doing my best

I'm so done making life not fun
Cuz you get just one, only get just one
And I'm so sick of the thick of it
Something's gotta give
Wanna really live but

Lately I've felt unseen
Like no one hears a word
Then when their listening
I care too much about what's heard

And when I change myself
To fit in or to be liked
I know I'm missing out
The greatest gift you get in life

But I keep thinking the same
Keep wishing my brain
One day- will just shut up
And start to make sense

I keep wondering why as I pray up to the sky
Oh my- when will I love me?

Every second is a blessing
Don't waste it on self hate or stressing
Imma shout out to the world
I don't care if people stare

Imma dance like no one's watching-
Don't even worry if they're talking
When I start to treat myself
It's more love that I can share
Oh I

I'm gonna see me like you do
And I'm gonna hold me how I hold you
I'm gonna be free, learn to be happy
And just forget the rest

I'm gonna wake up every day
Not giving a dang bout what they say
And I'll never hold back cuz I'll always know that
Just being me's my best

I'll never suppress
Although I'm a mess
I'm doing my best

And when my best is all I'm tryna be
That's when I'll love me



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