23

I lost track of the goal, I done lost control
Don't know where to go, lost the ones who kept me close
Now I live my life alone, it's so hard to leave my room
Barely eating, barely sleeping, what has my life come to?

Turning 23, need to get my act together
Say that I got time, what if I cut it short right now?
Promises to keep you happy, but I went and just upset her
Oh my god, I'm such a mess, I wish that I could love you better

I think I need the time away
Is it really for the best?
I think I'm too late to save
Demons in my head
I done took the time away
Why do I still feel regret?
I'm envisioning my dying day
This might be the end

I progress, you're not here with me
Your face front row, now it feels empty
I'm sorry things end up this way
You were my light, you were my happy
I can't show you at my weakest
Suppressed emotions, I fell deeper
It got hard to help myself
It hurts so much, I took a breather

Don't have many interests
Nothing ever really went my way
Watching all my friends succeed
While my mental health slowly decayed
Try to find my purpose
Stead' I found more ways to fade away
Maybe should of listened
Maybe then they would be proud of me

I think I need the time away
Is it really for the best?
I think I'm too late to save
Demons in my head
I done took the time away
Why do I still feel regret?
I'm envisioning my dying day
This might be the end



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Writer(s): Jeremie Tenorio
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