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You deserve
Somebody you can miss
Somebody who can miss you
But that was never me

I am so
Apart from something else
I knew I wasn't ready
When you took me out

We're living in a different city
Living in two different worlds
The two of us were not meant to be

I can't wish
Anything less
Than for you to be
Someone else

Never felt like you were mine
Hardly even knew your name
I was never really yours
It's on me who takes the blame
So what kind of?
Music do you like?
Movies do you like?
People do-

You deserve to be with someone
Who misses you when you're not available
So we better not drag this out

I've been told I'm cold
But there is really nothing here
I haven't even thought of you in days, my dear

I miss the feel of your warm breath
Against my hair
And through your softened chest
You're heart beat was fair

You're so beautiful
Through time it's proven true
But all I feel is guilt because
I just didn't know you