The Follow Up

I said i need her by my side and not stuck in a grave
I see threats of desecration with the stupidest games
And i could tell you bout my problems but you'd call me insane
You say you care bout how i feel, don't hear the words that i say

Cause i could tell you right now, my heart is gone, that shit is dead
He didn't show you no respect, they put they boy to bed
His boys done tried to clap back but they learned that lesson quick
Pent up with this hatred, miss you, stuck inside my head

It's been three years since i seen you smile
It's been three years, that's a fucking while
It's been three years and i've stood the trial
It's been three years, yeah that sound so wild

Three years on my birthday
Dont know what the fuck to say
Religious pricks will tell me
Kendy kneel down go and pray

Your god can't solve my problems
Trust I've been and tried that place
I might just fucking overdose
The narcan in my brain

You don't know me
You don't know who i am
You don't know this pain
But push me and you can

I fill my pockets up with rocks
And walk inside a lake
I load that pistol and i cock it
Relief in my brain

It's been three years since i seen you smile
It's been three years, that's a fucking while
It's been three years and i've stood the trial
It's been three years, yeah that sound so wild

Okay tell me whats the issue, this your therapy session
Dear darling was the peak in, have you made the progression?
Have you tried to fix the issue, you been learning the lesson?
Well nothing got better, i'm just good at suppression

Cause i could show my true colors and everything that comes with it
If i open up my mouth, there're accusations of bitching
And i don't want to be the person that everybody is always worried bout
Shove the pistol in my damn mouth

It's been three years since i seen you smile
It's been three years, that's a fucking while
It's been three years and i've stood the trial
It's been three years, yeah that sound so wild

Three years on my birthday
Dont know what the fuck to say
Religious pricks will tell me
Kendy kneel down go and pray

Your god can't solve my problems
Trust I've been and tried that place
I might just fucking overdose
The narcan in my brain

You don't know me
You don't know who i am
You don't know this pain
But push me and you can

I fill my pockets up with rocks
And walk inside a lake
I load that pistol and i cock it
Relief in my brain

It's been three years since i seen you smile
It's been three years, that's a fucking while
It's been three years and i've stood the trial
It's been three years, yeah that sound so wild

It's been three years since i seen you smile
It's been three years, that's a fucking while
It's been three years and i've stood the trial
It's been three years, yeah that sound so wild