Conflict

There's no escape, nowhere to turn
You're everywhere I go, I don't notice
Why do I think this way and have conviction?
Is this in my head? Or who I am?

How do I trust everything around me?
How do I know what I feel is real?
My heart is misleading
Turn what's logical into question

What is reason? What is real?
Deception, finds us all, and we don't see it
Conviction, what is real with no foundation?

All you do is try to confuse me
If I believe, will I find meaning?
What is life when I have no feeling?
What can I trust? My heart is deceiving me

False hope is calling out to me
I don't realize it only leaves me empty
Nothing is all I found
I keep going back, going back to you

How many times have you lied to me?
How many times have you abandoned me?
If what I feel is real, deceives me
leaves me empty, searching
I can't discern what is killing me
Is this meant to be?

lying to myself, I think it's better
Emotion is my action
No foundation, a misconception
I want False Hope as the answer
deal with issues within me
Does happiness exist?
Face the truth, hide in comfort
Face the truth, die in transgression

Is it my fault for believing you?

Happiness has become my hell
I'm lying to myself
Happiness is my hell
I'm lying to myself

Desire comes from the inside
Long for happiness, I'm dying

Can I trust anything around me?
How do I know what I feel is real?
Truth has to have foundation
It Can't just be in my head

All you do is try to confuse me
I won't believe you give meaning
What is life when I have no feeling?
What can I trust? My heart is deceiving me

False hope is calling out to me
I now realize it only leaves me empty
I know what I found
I keep going back, going back to You

I can discern, what is killing me
This is not what it's meant to be



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Writer(s): Grant Lilly
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