A Fearless Mind

These people don't understand what it's like in the mind of Fearless J
With all of the creativity
With all of the great results
The high achieving
Comes torture
Comes agony
Comes all varieties of pain

Voices in my head
Voices in my head
No matter what I do I can't escape the voices in my head
No matter what I do I can't escape the feeling of dread
All these fucking feelings got me wanna fill my brain with lead
I'm a genius
I'm so blessed
Also cursed
Put me in the hearse
All this agony
As far as the eye can see
I don't want this life to end in a tragedy

Dancing on the beat like a ballerina
That is my beat knocking in their speakers
To get this good gotta be a creature
To get this good gotta have relations with the demons
Everyday I wake up and I'm fucking beasting
Get through my job like that shit is easy
But that shit ain't easy it's just I'm a genius
Try to stay humble but I stay elitist
Dabbled a psych head
Now I'm on psych meds
People can't tell if I'm joking when I say I almost left
Reefer an outlet
Acid and the Ket
DMT reality has changed who knows I could be dead
I am not stable
And I never will be
Say what you will but that is just reality
Doctors say everything like they know totality
But I know better because it is my mentality
I speak from my heart that I've torn apart
With a series of decisions that have made me have to restart
Many times throughout this life I've turned this life to shards
Take the pain from the mistakes and turn it into art
I chiefed the weed til I can't eat and all I do is barf
DMT til I can't see and see this life in charts
Life ain't a treat it's bittersweet or maybe even tart
That is why I feel the freeze depression looming large

Voices in my head
Voices in my head
No matter what I do I can't escape the voices in my head
No matter what I do I can't escape the feeling of dread
All these fucking feelings got me wanna fill my brain with lead
I'm a genius
I'm so blessed
Also cursed
Put me in the hearse
All this agony
As far as the eye can see
I don't want this life to end in a tragedy



Credits
Writer(s): Jake Santa Cruz
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