Memories

Oh yeah, memories
They could be the most precious things
But they can hurt us too
When we lose someone that we love we don't know what to do
Think about the past, making regrets, it's just an endless loop
Wishing things were different, just accept the truth

Let's go reverse
Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt
Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse
Same with my addiction
20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction
I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions
This shit isn't a game
If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame
Cause it only makes it worse
Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight

Yeah I'm lost in this battle, lost in my mind
I've lost myself and I just can't find
Anybody else that can remind me
Why I put this all behind me
Submissive, let it take control
Keeping secrets, let nobody know
In my songs, where I let it all go
So listen close and maybe you can save my soul

I loved you first
I loved you more
It sucks I'm the one who won that war
Now I'm sitting on the floor
I know that I'm an OD if I take anymore
But I can't go without

Let's go reverse
Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt
Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse
Same with my addiction
20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction
I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions
This shit isn't a game
If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame
Cause it only makes it worse
Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight

Truth is everybody can as long as they can find the light
Lately I've been feeling blind
Cause I'm lost in the darkness I just need some clarity
Just like in my nose cause all these antihistamines
Singing to the bottle cause I know that they be missing me
Bitch I hit rock bottom but I'm still trying to make history
They ask why I don't vent but it only works when someone's listening
I swear they'll see my worth when I do too much they'll end up missing me
Everyday gets worse I swear to god this shit is killing me

It's so obvious that I'm in pain
I don't feel like talking to you bitch I'm way too drained
Unless you got something that can take away my pain
Three different substances I'm higher than a plane

Let's go reverse
Why would you give me your love if you would leave me hurt
Thought leaving would make it better really it just made it worse
Same with my addiction
20 bennys everyday no this shit isn't fiction
I relapse and then get blamed I can't stand these conditions
This shit isn't a game
If you don't know how to help then please do not resort to shame
Cause it only makes it worse
Makes a fucker wanna die because they cannot win this fight



Credits
Writer(s): Hunter Davidson
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

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