Nightmares & Terrors

I was so foolish for thinking that I would be winning if I just stayed put on the side
All of my life I was told I was legally blind and that I would be losing my sight
I was confused with my purpose but now that I'm focused I'm no longer wasting my time
Feeding the team is my dream that includes family
I ain't leaving nobody behind

I watched my peoples go through lots of battles
But still everyday they wake up and go grind
I'm like a diamond that's been through the fire
So under that pressure I know that I'll shine
PTSD it will not let me sleep overnight I see demons when I close my eyes
Nightmares and terrors from when my sister lost her life she was only 18 when she died
I can't lie that shit killed me inside
I ain't even get to tell you goodbye
I wish that pussy nigga didn't drive but I let it go and it ain't about pride
I ride with that pole they ain't taking what's mine
I came to the realization I'm losing my patience
If it ain't the money my presence is vacant
I'm packing my bags but it's not a vacation
I'm moving forward and heading for greatness
This for the people who took me for granted
Cut them all off they just might need a bandage
I just want them bands and they don't understand it
I'm on a road to success it's amazing
Flex on my ex cuz that bitch think she played me
Nevertheless I stay humble and blessed
There's no reason to stress 'cause I know I'm gone make it
I used to walk around this bitch angry and frustrated
Aye, all I got is time and I don't really want to waste it
Yeah, cuz now I can't hear what you saying
Aye, aye I'm too high fo conversation

Everyday that I'm living I'm making decisions
Whether it's wrong or it's right
You'll never know when it's over could be in a moment
I'm praying that it's not tonight
I guess that's just life
Aye yeah I guess that's just life, life
I was so foolish for thinking that I would be winning if I just stayed put on the side
All of my life I was told that I'm legally blind and that I would be losing my sight
I was confused with my purpose but now that I'm focused I'm no longer wasting my time
Feeding the team is my dream that includes family I ain't leaving nobody behind

Everyday that I'm living I'm making decisions
Whether it's wrong or it's right
You'll never know when it's over could be in a moment
I'm praying that it's not tonight
I guess that's just life
Yeah, aye I guess that's just life, life yeah



Credits
Writer(s): Paul Schirmer Jr.
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