Revived

Dying on the inside
woah woah
It's Waters
Oh lord oh lord I was dying on the inside
ou woah oh oh
ou woah oh oh oh,yea

I just wanted peace father I got on my knees oh lord I was dying on the inside
It was hard for me to breathe I was drowning underneath fake smiles while I was crying on inside, oh woah oh

Let me know, can you tell the way I feel when you look inside of my eyes mama
I love your smile I wish I never saw you cry mama
Through my trials and tribulations I never hide mama
I can feel the pressure but ou it's making a diamond mama
But I barely eat or sleep now a days
I need my space, nobody understands me
Rap is all I got I'm not kidding I got no plan B
They don't know what you don't show em
They can't shoot if they can't see
Incarcerated inside of a pen
And I'm the one who created the bars
Hah,you get it
Try to keep up
So many times I tried avoiding this topic but ima speak up
My kind is rare,it ain't too many left, I barely see us
Deep cuts, sharpen your words
This lions not concerned about opinions of the sheep who only follow the herd
I Trust in God but I don't follow his word
I pray sometimes but never walk in the church
It's been hard to heal my heart when it hurts
Im just talking about my life they call it rap because I'm rhyming every thought I disperse
It's not a option I refuse to collapse now
Or back down regardless if it's sunny or black clouds
I was gone I had to leave but I'm back now
And I'm here to stay this time
I was patient for the longest, Stressed out
Until I understood that all the biggest blessings tend to take its time

It's Waters
Okay it's the one the lions fear
Gods had pushed me off the wheel and grabbed it when I tried to steer
But I admit I still got a few habits that I'm tryna kill
Father I'm just staying patient they say it takes time to heal
So I'm talking my time
Invested in making these rhymes
And glorifying God because he saved me and made me alive
I was dying inside, Silently tryna survive
How can I have my eyes on the prize
If I am the prize, uh
I just look inside the mirror for em
when he's tells me that he's down I say I'm here for em
when he lost they wouldn't clap but I was cheering for em
I wish I could take the sky grab the clouds and clear it for em
Cris waters got lyrics that'll hit you
Like the bullets from a pistol when you discharge it
Every time I let God aim I always hit the target
I am not your average rapper I'm a different artist
Yeah
Subtract the competition body bag em
I used to hate waking up and being alive at the time I was hardly laughing
A starving soul with no plate of food and a heart of passion
Took a dance and then made a move and finally let god establish
You can take the pen and guide it now
This a tougher pill to swallow than 100 tylonal
Sit back I'll paint a picture so vivid listing the dialogue
I didn't try to crack the safe I was born and I had it dialed on
Leave a message at the dial tone
Running deep I go for the ball catch it and drive it home
Mothers weep as they watch the dirt get thrown on they child's bones
But all you wanna rap about is money guns and styrofoam
Yea
IT'S DIFERENT
Waters
that's it