Insanity

Remember when all that you wanted was just a sun and capri
Remember how close we thought we got it but I still can't believe
That's it's been the loneliest time of my life, hey
It's been too lonely for me to walk away so I've said I'm ok

Now it's time to lay the cards out
Before I choke a little from all the things I say
I know I never did, but could have done
I still don't like, the way I act
The way I move, I know it's cool
I should have been, could have been better for you

But nothing in this world ever me bring peace
If I'm stressing in and then anxiety kick in
Should I pop a pill but nothing gives
So I smoke a little this loop been on repeat
Now as I free my mind with holy water
I stand right here this B is right in front of me
Should I pick a fight but I don't wanna fight, no
No I don't wanna (ah)
I don't wanna fight, no

Baby we ride to insanity
We fell apart in reality
Something ain't right with me
No it ain't right (no, no)

If I'm not that honest then why am I here, really why?
I know y'all at home saying that shit in private, say it louder
I miss walking home seeing different towers, different colors
Different uh, different paychecks
More in the face, slightly religious
Now I don't know if you're human
You talk so much makes me wanna go nuts

And I just wanna
Free my mind, free my life, be the light
Lay down, quite down, quite now
Lay down, quite down, quite now