Like It Like That

Never ending pain, every time it lets me go it always comes again
It's driving me insane, I feel it in my brain
Everything is turning grey, but I'm acting like it's all the same

These melancholic feelings got me drowning in my tears
I never cry so I'm drowning in my fear, yo
My demons lie and I know they're coming near
I need to hide so my vision can be clear
So I know where to steer I know where to go
Everybody listening, nobody knows me tho
Everybody watching but nobody could've known
Even though I had these people I was still alone, bro

I can lie, say that I like it like that, but
When the party's over no one has my back
I can lie, say that I like it like that, but
My eyes are closing no i znowu będę sam, so

Just remember, me and you, we're not the same
I could die tomorrow and nothing would ever change
I could die tomorrow by falling into the flames
I wouldn't mind it cos I feel like the one to blame, oh

It's a win-win, maybe I'll be born again and be like Tintin
Maybe I'll be born again and clear my sin bin
I would do it all again, because I miss this
I really miss them, I really need them
Now I'm all alone, all I drink is decaffe
I don't even want the energy to breathe and
I never thought I wouldn't even see man
That's the way it's meant to be and now I see that

I've gotten used to it
I kinda like the pain now so I'm using it
To fuel my passion, to fuel these lyrics
To fuel my songs whilst everybody's living, whilst everybody's missing
They're missing out on the music that's the realest
They're missing out on

Yo, let me go again
Yo, listen, look

My bars show, all of the above, I got hard flows
Nobody I trust cos my heart's broke, everybody crushed, so I know
I was never loved and I
I have nothing left to say
Sad enough on a daily basis, so no I'm not okay
My music is my therapy, this freestyle was my session
Maybe one day I could turn my creativity to a profession

I can lie say I like it like that, like it like that
I can lie say I like it like that, like it like that