Doubt (feat. Venus906)

I ain't ever gone live life without a doubt
Asking for a surety that surely you're without
I read up on the question but I don't know what it's about
Your love is like a symphony it's quiet then it's loud
If it's a question of affection would it show?
I'm built up like a castle I throw stones inside the moat
The feeling's so follicular like you're outside my reach
prayed inside this cellar for a century at least

Deprivation from a place that I forgot
I always tell my boys that it gets dark before it's light
I had to close my eyes before I saw what I could need
Let's dance until it's dark and count the shadows we can't see

Yea
Used to wonder why they doubt me
Now I put the money where my mouth be
Me and Venus only chasing peace
You get killed before you take a piece of me
They be hating but I just wanna feast
With my crew ck guild we elite
I been through the rain, snow and the heat
I'm on top so nun ya team a feat

I keep going till I make it
I keep going till I'm wasted
Feel like I was in the matrix
Me and Venus special grade, u basic
Magic on this shit I did some stage tricks
Bout time I dun turned to new pages
These bitches some spies, but we the agents
You was talking, boy go make yo payments

If it's a question of affection would it show?
I'm built up like a castle I throw stones inside the moat
The feeling's so follicular like you're outside my reach
prayed inside this cellar for a century at least

Deprivation from a place that I forgot
I always tell my boys that it gets dark before it's light
I had to close my eyes before I saw what I could need
Let's dance until it's dark and count the shadows we can't see

I don't really know where i am going
Everyday I been up on the road and
No I can't sleep
If you are with me, I can't weep
Know they doubted me but now they watching closely
I been fine, or at least I been mostly
I don't fuck with that bitch she nosey
Can't love nun a ya, I stay lonely
I'm the only one who dies slowly
I can't keep on going that I told them
My life ain't a movie, it's a problem
I don't really even wanna solve em

Said I'm on right now, im really not tho
I'm really not tho