Suddenly Okay

I've not left this room, since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, I'd be suddenly okay

I can't rest, feeling dead, I think there's bugs in my bed
Thoughts are crawling through my head (my head)
Maybe they can relate to the mess that I create
It weighs more every day

All of my friends say
If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain
I've not left this room, since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I've tried the most to overdose, your Instagram's of leaves I smoke
To torture myself, I suppose (I suppose)
I sleep with your pillow under my arm, it feels like you, it keeps me calm
Know I gotta move on, but not today, no, not today

All of my friends say
If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain
I've not left this room since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I just want you to call, no, I'm not ready to be alone
It's a big wide world out there, but I can't get myself out of bed
No quick fix, simple aid, no new age shit that I could take
'Cause if it's not your face, there ain't no taking this pain away

And now winter's gone, but there's no daffodils
All I've got's your perfume on my windowsill

All of my friends say
If I don't get up out of this cage, I'll fade away
Hey, I've got my head so in the clouds, I miss the rain
I've not left this room, since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay

I'd be suddenly okay
I'd (be suddenly okay) be suddenly okay
I've not left this room, since you said we're through
But, hey, if I saw your face, then I'd be suddenly okay