I Wonder

Sometimes I wonder what it really means
Sometimes I wonder while awake up in my dreams
Yeah a sly bitch, that I'm waiting to see
Another life right, where I don't struggle to breathe

I'll let you know, the time and place
The day, the month, the year and the day
I'll set up our dinner plate
I let you tell you, I might be late
And answer me, when I do pray
I wonder, when I'll go away
I wonder, when the better days are coming
Cause I'm agitated
You hold me close, I hold you close
By the neck
With a glock or a tec
I fully trust you, kinda stupid cause we never met
You hold my life, when there is nothing else left
And all my life, I stay wondering what's special
I grew up singing for you, wondering what is really special
And all around me, I see dealings with the devil
Will you protect me, I'm wondering if I'm special
Does money make you evil, cause I'm trying to chase my dream
Is life really real, cause it isn't what I seem
Is bro really there, cause I don't have a team
Yeah I wonder if this what I really wanna be

And I wonder, if you know
What it means, what it means
And I wonder, if you know
What it means