Floating Again

For the first time in the new year
I can breathe again
I hope that it sticks til I
Find my way back to your house
If it's a bad thing I can take that
But I won't inhale
I'm killing myself just to
Wake up and do it all again
I'm finding new ways to say
"Hey, dear, I'm floating again"
A constant reminder
That I am what my dad made me
What my mom made me
Right now I'm finding out
What it takes to feel let down
How to take that and swallow it down
It's a process, but I digress
I'm shaping a town of stone
It's a new age, a singing bowl
It's a belly ache, a cosmic drone
Wait, there's that sound again
Staying still now, there's a bad man
He's stealing my wage
I hope that he dies soon
How else will I pay back my rent?
I'm taking a long walk, try to cool off
Does that make much sense?
My god, it's so hot out
And I can't seem to find some space
Go play with that new bone. You don't like that?
Well that's fine today
You wake up tomorrow
It's the same bone just bathed in red
Right now I'm finding out
What it takes to feel let down
How to take that and swallow it down
It's a process, but I digress
I'm shaping a town of stone
It's a new age, a singing bowl
It's a belly ache, a cosmic drone
Wait, there's that sound again