Reflection (Survival)

Okay
Really
I'm not a concept, Joel
I'm just a fucked up girl who's looking for my own peace of mind
I'm not perfect
I can't see nothing that I don't like about you, right now I can't
But you will, but you will
You know
You will think of things and I'll get bored with you and feel trapped
Because that's what happens with me
Okay
Okay
(Tttrd)

All my friends are gon' fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don't know this pain, I'm full of spite (Spite)
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon' fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin' ninth life
Baby, I been stayin' up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive

One thing you'll never know bout me is
When I'm ever gon' lose my mind again
Tried to tell you that I can't come back from
All this damage, all this pain up in my head
So hard to entertain myself when (Oh my god)
Every day is just the same old shit again
Getting tired everything so damn numb (So numb)
How the fuck I deal with all this strife

Manifesting all this time I watch these bridges burn (So numb)
I can't take back all that shit you said, you'd never learn (So numb)
Took a break, I had to wash these sins off from my past (So numb)
Life just go on while I stare at my reflection

All my friends are gon' fade away
Sitting back where I reflect upon my life
You don't know this pain, I'm full of spite
All this trauma make me come alive
All my problems they gon' fade away
Like a cat I'm on my motherfuckin' ninth life
Baby, I been stayin' up all night
How the fuck did I ever survive

How the fuck I make it through that
Tttrd Jerm
Oh my god
Real spiritual shit, 2024
So numb
Thank you Based God



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