Internal Conflictions (Radio Edit)

This songs for pain
And I feel like I'm going insane
In my space
Need to get outta my head to be great

I'm sitting in the dark yea I'm by myself
I'm looking at the bottle top shelf
But I've been talking to god
And his scripture says that I need to have a sober mind
To figure out why
I feel so dark inside
Feel like these demons are eating me alive
But I am still alive
Tryna look at the bright side
I'm doing everything I wanna to do in my life
But I'm alone

This shit don't feel like home
Feel like I'm a nomad cuz I'm always on the run
Wanna grab my bible but sometimes I grab that gun
And go make bad decisions cuz I think I'm having fun
But once it's said and done
I come back to my senses
Thinking what have I just done
I thought you were a blessing but I guess that I was wrong
What if I just ran away tryna catch the sun
Yea doesn't that sound great

But I've got one more thing to say
While you're listening
Money, clothes, hoes, and cars you'll get everything
But if you don't have your mind right
What will it all mean
You will have everything that you want and still feel incomplete
Don't compete
Valuable with a purpose
Yea you are unique
You just need to keep on going even when you're weak
Be a brave soul and smile at who needs
Because it's always free
And you're beautiful

I'm still on my own
Trying to find a home
Where am I supposed to go
Because I'm getting cold
I just need to know
I just want a home

This songs for pain
And I feel like I'm going insane
In my space
Need to get outta my head to be great
I'm sitting in my room yea I'm by myself
I'm staring at the bottle on the top shelf
But I've been talking to God and his scripture says that I need to have a sober mind



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Writer(s): Jaida Henley
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