I was somebody to you

I think about that very first night
That very first time
I was somebody to you
I think about that very first night
That very first time
I was somebody to you
I think about that very first night
That very first time
I was somebody to you, uh
I was somebody to you, uh uh

Page one
I met this pretty girl and really liked her
I met her in a time of life when I had nothing
We started talking and I like the way it's going
I wanna make it something, so I had her over
We started drinking, started laughing as we got closer
Now she's in my arms
She's getting quieter
So then I get a feeling
There could be something wrong
I tried to play detective
And then she cut me off
Page two I tried to get her back
Because I missed the things we'd do and the way I'd make her laugh
So we
So we talked again
Round and round in circles
I tried anything
Just to keep you closer
It's page three and now we're just friends
I wanted more but I guess I'd rather see her if I can
I heard people try to tell me that I'm better off instead
But I'd rather see her every now and then, than not again
It's page four, I don't know if I can do this anymore
I'm getting too emotional I'm falling to the floor
I wanna tell her how I'm feeling but I'm too scared
I don't want her to have to tell me things that I can't bare
It's page five
I told her that I miss her in my life
The way she used to be when we would flirt all the time
All the little games and ways I'd try and make her smile
But she told me that she don't know if I could be her guy
It's page six
I ran from her it hurt to bad to sit
I couldn't see her anymore without feeling a pit
In my gut, what the fuck
If I wasn't hurt enough
I guess we'll never be together ever now it's done, uh

Chapter Two
Something brought me back into her life
I used to think about her every day and every night
Now I see her on the daily but I'm stronger than I was
So when we see eachother, we barely even talk
Page seven, now she's asking me a question
She ask me if I wanna go out with her now I'm stressing
I wonder what this means, does she think that we could be
Should I let my self be vulnerable just so I can see
It's page eight
And now we're on a date
Talking bout surface level shit while we drink
But now we're getting drunker
I see it in her eyes
She wants to tell me something that's she's keeping deep inside
I don't know if I'm ready but she tells me anyways
She's says that she's been thinking about me every single day
And she's got feelings, yeah
And that she's had feelings
(Okay, wait)
Hold on fuck it page nine
I went back to her place that very night
Her hands are on my face and my hands are on her thighs
We're feeling on eachother so we take it to the bed
I can skip the details cause you probably know the rest
Page 10
We're talking once again
Now everyday we're laughing back and forth on the texts
We're speaking to eachother closer than we've ever been
But I cannot help but think about the thing that I dont get
Why did (Why did)
Why did she come back to me
Got me thinking was it something that I did
Or did someone leave the scene
Now I (Now I)
I've been getting worried
I start to panic in my head
I try to do some things to keep my mind from this
Page 11
I went out with her friend cause I was trippin
I was acting weird flirty, I was acting different
Nothing to it more than that I couldn't get my mind right
I wanna forget it happened, then her friend told her bout that night
Page 12
She gave up on me quicker than a zelle
I tried to reason with her let her know the things I felt
She said I fucked it up and now she isn't well
I guess I'll crawl back in my shell yeah yeah

Yeah yeah
Chapter Three
I'm back in this room
Where all I see is the remnants of you
And all the fragments of relations that I've lost
I try to act like I'm okay but you can see I'm not
It's page 13
I'm tryna get you back into my life now
But it's not working cause my efforts running light now
I see it getting darker why'd you turn the lights down
And now the lights out
Page 14
I numb myself and just try to do my best
To get me through this toxic environment
So I fake it and act like it's better than it's been (Than it's been)
This the part I wish I skipped
Page 15
I'll try to make it quick
Where I was living with a girl but we never even clicked
You were on my mind every time she'd wanna kiss
In her bed every night but I could barely even rest
Last page
We're friends again
And about our younger selves I still think about them
And now I, realize that I'm sorry I wanna tell her that
But there's no reason I should go and get myself attached
I can't help it
There's something bout her that I gonna miss
It's her vibe or the she made me feel when we kissed, I can't lie
But it is time now
I got family telling me it's time to shine now
I gotta go I saw this coming
Regardless of our past I think we would reach this problem
So I guess it's better off that we never became something
Because in the end it would all just turn to nothing
Could've been something yeah
Could it have been something yeah huh
Uh uh