The Worst of All Mistakes

I kept on calling
But can't let you waste all my time
Then I started all again
That I just won't text you back
Said all the time that I'm so sad
I looked for attention all that time
Begging you to stay and saying all these things
That just weren't true, I was lying then
About reasons why I'm the way I am
Please forget everything I have said
I made mistake
A big mista-a-ake

I made the worst of all mistakes
Make sure you'll never text me back
And maybe I just tried too hard
You should've cared a little more
And all these things you've said, I know
You shouldn't stay here with me
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that

Twelve years old and I don't know
Why were you so mean? What have I fucked up?
I'm not even that strong to defend myself
But I made that, maybe made that up
If I just stayed at home, then it would've been fine
You said it would be fine if I fucking blow my head
That's what they said
Maybe they were right
Now I'm just wasting time

And if I listened to that advice
I wouldn't wait for your text back
And if I listened to that advice
I failed that, I failed that

I made the worst of all mistakes
Make sure you'll never text me back
And maybe I just tried too hard
You should've cared a little more
And all these things you've said, I know
You shouldn't stay here with me
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that

Trying, I'm trying
But I'm still falling down
And, like, I know that I should
Forget 'bout all these things, and I'm-
I'm trying, I'm trying
But I'm still falling down
And, like, I know that I should
Forget 'bout all these things, I'm-

I'm trying, I'm trying
But I'm still falling down
And, like, I know that I should
Forget 'bout all these things, I-

I made the worst of all mistakes
Make sure you'll never text me back
And maybe I just tried too hard
You should've cared a little more
And all these things you've said, I know
You shouldn't stay here with me
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that
I hate that