my cinema

It was good, it was great even
I said things I couldn't take even
Another pill to repeat
But telling it to you was so easy

You had your eyes locked all over me
The moonlight had me a VIP
And I'm not sure it was even real
'Cause I was gone, but that didn't mean you stopped the beer

I tried telling myself not to feel
'Cause it's lights out, move on, just another deal
But it burns in my heart
Like thousands of stars
Wanna replay 'till I'm numb

'Cause it's my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I'm wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you'll change inside
I know it's so hopeless
But it's tragically mine
While I'm still alive, oh

Was I naive or just generous?
Breathe out betrayal, and let you in again
And you're kissing me just like an ideal
I'll take half of you just for the title

Sacrifice self-worth, self-pity, and pride
I'm the only girl 'till you step outside
Beautiful skeletons, what's not to like?
But tell me again, who am I in your eyes?

'Cause it's my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, I love it
Yeah, and I'm wasting so much time
With these re-runs, hoping you'll change inside
I know it's so hopeless
But it's tragically mine
While I'm still alive, oh

Why do I remember everything
Like it's some sort of safe haven?
It's all scripted, meaningless (scripted)

On the edge of my seat again
All the receipts crumbled in my hand
It's neverending

'Cause it's my cinema, my cinema for me
Main character hysteria
I love it, or am I made of it?



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