Hxlp Me

You said you wouldn't protect me
I guess I can't complain
But I don't know how to protect myself
So why should I play this game
I wrote a suicide note last night
Cuz I know I'm too weak to live
I know I'm never gonna use it
Cuz I know I'm too weak to give in to the pain
I'm too scared of my emotions
But I'm too scared of what's beyond
What the fuck did you do to me?
I'm so scared of everybody in this cruel, cruel world
It's a cruel, cruel world inside my head

(Yeah)
(Mmm)
Girl I'm stuck inside my head
Trapped with existential dread
Now I wish that I was dead, I'm dead
I'm dead inside thanks to all your lies
So help me
If you ever really loved me you'd help me
But I know that you're way too selfish
So I guess I'll be livin' in Hell for the rest of my life
Help me
Tell me that you really loved me
Tell me that it wasn't fake
Cuz when I look back you only look like a snake
I don't wanna hate you so I fuckin' hate myself
My mind keeps on tellin' me to kill myself
But I just wanna heal myself
I just wanna get out of this prison cell
I'm trapped in Hell

I hate my mind
Pretty ass face made me so damn blind
I still wanna think there's good inside
But everything you said just doesn't align with the things I wanna find
I really want you to tell me
That you're oh so fuckin' sorry
But you don't give a shit so I feel like a bitch
Cuz I'm way too scared to go party
Cuz what if I see you there?
It's just a reminder that you don't care at all
Baby it's so unfair
I can't move on cuz I'm way too scared to fall
Cuz what if she's just like you
I hate all my friends cuz I'm scared they'll do it too
Just leave me behind I won't have a clue
What the fuck did I do to always lose?
I'm too scared to go outside
Cuz now I'm lookin' for all the signs I saw in you in everyone
Now all I do is run

Girl I'm stuck inside my head
Trapped with existential dread
Now I wish that I was dead, I'm dead
I'm dead inside thanks to all your lies
So help me
If you ever really loved me you'd help me
But I know that you're way too selfish
So I guess I'll be livin' in Hell for the rest of my life
Help me
Tell me that you really loved me
Tell me that it wasn't fake
Cuz when I look back you only look like a snake
I don't wanna hate you so I fuckin' hate myself
My mind keeps on tellin' me to kill myself
But I just wanna heal myself
I just wanna get out of this prison cell
I'm trapped in Hell
(Yeah)
(Girl I'm stuck inside my head)
Help me
Help me
If you loved me you'd
HXLP ME



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Writer(s): Daniel Bennett
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