Is It Really Love? (feat. András)

Is it really love?
Am I falling for the same thing?
Cause I've had enough
Of being caught up in the same dream

If I could tell them about all these things in mind
Make them see the other side
Would they stay the same?
Would they even say?
That life is hard everything's alright
There are ups and downs in life
It'll be okay
It'll fade away

From the past, I would run away
From the shadows, from the hate
Every step of the way I'd say
I'm better off alone anyways
But I lied, I always lie
I admit that I'm not alright
But who cares am I right?

I'm sitting under the lights
Sippin the drugs until I'm fine
I'm losing my vision up in the night
Living in shadows, chasing the highs

I don't even know if that's love I felt, cause
I don't even know if I love myself, or not
Probably not, I'm going insane
Look at me, I'm a mess I made
I lost myself in the middle of the way
I hate the guy that I'm today
Honestly, what the fuck should I do?
To make the phrase "I'm okay" come true

The image in the mirror scared the shit out of me
Like the guy that has been there a year ago looks at me
I've been stuck in this moment, just living the same
I've been locked in this mindset, not knowing my name

My room is filled with ghosts
Everyone resembling all the times that I've turned cold
Instead of doing anything I'm staring at my phone
Pretending to be someone whose life is under control

I'm sitting under the lights
Sippin the drugs until I'm fine
I'm losing my vision up in the night
Living in shadows, chasing the highs

I don't even know if that's love I felt, cause
I don't even know if I love myself, or not
Probably not, I'm going insane
Look at me I'm a mess I made
I lost myself in the middle of the way
I hate the guy that I'm today
Honestly, what the fuck should I do?
To make the phrase "I'm okay" come true



Credits
Writer(s): Vu Tran
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