Drifting

My head explodes
A million thoughts, are unresolved
Morphed into stress, they limit me
Taking me where I need to be

I can't just roll the dice, I see no escape
The months are flying by but I prefer to wait
Since then I'm on the dark side of my brain
Neglected, out of sight, drifting away

I know I may be lost but I'll never be hopeless
Even when I'm drifting off into the darkness
I always told myself I would be the same guy
But what's the point of promises when you live in denial?

My thoughts are closed
I'm hanging on, I'm overdosed
On rejection. Not self-aware
Of who I am, or why I care

My friends continue to dance on my conscience
Oblivious, avoiding my problems
I can't blame them because I'm a mess
An idiot who thought his life was the best

I know I may be lost but I'll never be hopeless
Even when I'm drifting off into the darkness
I always told myself I would be the same guy
But what's the point of promises when you live in denial?

I'm drifting away
Into the unknown
Surrounded by silence
I created on my own

It's so easy to fall
To dispose the mind
And all those reflections
Keep me up at night

I've never been in doubt but I don't know how to handle this
I question myself whether everything will be okay
As if the next punch will knock me out and they can't miss
The pressure on my shoulders is coming from me!

In my head I'm hearing laughter from afar
Whatever's chasing me, it's out to leave a scar
Waiting for departure of the complain train
With a single ticket to leave the 'endurance station'!

I'm drifting away
Into the unknown
Surrounded by silence
I created on my own

It's so easy to fall
To dispose the mind
And all those reflections
Keep me up at night

I'm drifting away
Into the unknown
Surrounded by silence
I created on my own

It's so easy to fall
To dispose the mind
And all those reflections
Keep me up at night