If I Made It Easy - Solo Edit

Every time I bleed, I lose ability to heal
Maybe I received all of the pain incessantly

I'm used, every part of me
I'm bruised and I cannot breathe
No one is my company
I watched everybody leave

If I showed you all of my scars, then would you like my honesty?
Would you go through all of my shards when I break down entirely?
I always pray to be with you eternally
But you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

I always pray (I always pray)
To be the best that I can be (that I can be)
'Cause you'll only stay (only stay) with me
If I made it easy (if I made it easy)

When I was twenty, someone played with my heart (oh)
That was the day, I chose to play in the dark (play in the dark)
And now I'm thirty, I be fuckin' so hard
The biggest misstep that I did was that I took it too far

'Cause I only hate them until they become all of my men (ooh)
I only hate them until I become a part of them (yeah)
I can't believe I am as greedy as he was to her
I freely do men massacre
They feed me till the crash occurs

I'm their little history
Then they will get rid of me (will get rid of me)
No one is my company
I watched everybody leave

If I showed you all of my scars
Then would you like my honesty? (oh, would you like it?)
Would you go through all of my (oh) shards when I break down entirely?
I always pray (I always pray) to be with you eternally
But you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

Oh, if I made it easy (if I made it easy)
Woah, woah, if I made it easy

I always pray (I always pray) to be the best that I can be
'Cause you'll only (oh) stay with me if I made it easy

If I made it easy
If I made it easy

Ooh ohh, no, oh, no

I always pray to be the best that I can be
'Cause you'll only stay with me if I made it easy

Can I play something? yeah, okay
So, you wanna play with me?
Ha, I wanna play with you too
But you know, I gotta see something first, yeah
I wanna know if it's big enough for me, yeah
So, can you show it?
Yeah, I wanna see, ahh
What the fu-