last time.

we said last time
was supposed to be the last time
guess we lied
and i'm just needing more
i'm feenin
and ur smile gives a reason too
is a relation
something that's unachievable
u see my face
and there go my feelings seeping threw
i'll stop but ur not giving me no reason to

i want you to be mine bby girl
cause u been on my mind bby girl
my favorite place is ur eyes bby girl
what if you leave baby girl
that's something i can see baby girl

it feels so good knowing we not supposed to do this

you said that im fine but in my mind girl im a nuisance
i hate it cause what if he finds out that we always do this
and i hate it cause what if you run back to him and i blew this speaking
i don't know what i'm thinking
you said don't read into it but yes like have a reading
and meaning
but you know
this is nothing new
and i know that he's trying
but i'm trying too
and ik that he's in love but i'm in love wit u too
and speaking of him do i have a meaning to you
it feels so good knowing we not supposed to do this

you said that im fine but in my mind girl im a nuisance
i hate it cause what if he finds out that we always do this
and i hate it's cause what if you run back to him and i blew this
but in my mind ik you run back to him cause i blew it

she says silence
she climbs on top of me
she kiss my neck
i close my eyelids

this can be heaven
my overthinking
pls be quiet

this is a want not a need
but still why
would i fight it

she said this the last time we do this
but this is not the last time we do it
i hate travel but her trip is all inclusive
and
he's in first class
while i'm attending
she acts like he's not there
i hate pretending

i'm not saying you gotta pick my love
but damn this can't be it my love
do you even really feel my love
dammit am i doing enough 2x