Barely Breath

Yeah
I could feel my heart picking up again
You wouldn't know, but I've been trying to tell you
People think I'm fine, but I'm really not
I just found a way I could hide it from you
I keep it to myself but now I'm losing grasp
You would think I'm crazy If you knew the half!
So, why the fuck you think I don't get too attached?
I'm feeling anxious, If you ask
Feels like I'm lost and falling down
I can't open my eyes, wake me up now
Wake me up now
Cause I can barely breath
I could feel my chest get tight
And all the walls are closing in
I get lightheaded in the words that I'm trying to say
I find a way I can hold them in
You say I should calm down and
Everything will be alright
But if there's no such thing, it's cool
I said, I know that I am angry
And I know that I'm trapped but
I don't know what is wrong
I think we gotta disconnect
It's hard for me to interact
I'm holding my composure
But it's hard for me to keep intact
Pretending that I'm fine
When inside, I am screaming back
All the scars I hide
Try to find where I'm bleeding at!
But Mama says I'm okay
I smile and say I'm okay
I open up a bottle
Then it's followed down by cocaine
Tell the devil, go away, feel like there is no escape
Feeling like the weight of the world
Is on my shoulder blades
Feels like I'm lost and falling down
I can't open my eyes
Wake me up now, wake me up now
Cause I can barely breathe
I could feel my chest get tight
And all the walls are closing in
I get lightheaded in the words that I'm trying to say
I find a way I can hold them in
You say I should calm down
And everything will be alright
But if there's no such thing, it's cool
I said, I know that I'm angry
And I know that I'm trapped
But, I don't know what is wrong



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Writer(s): Ryan Fleming
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