No Poison So Bittersweet

Will I ever love again?
Why I keep lying to myself?
I thought I was okay
But it's too hard to explain
But when the night gets lonely
Everything feel so heavy
So please somebody show me
The weight is not hard to carry

I gave them love when they didn't care
I didn't care when they gave me love

I need to step back
To forget everything I've learned
I can't remember the last time I felt something
I've embraced the numb in me
No more fear of what's ahead
Keeping crawling in myself
There's nothing left in me
I just want to believe again
But what if this is the end?

I've tried to pretend for so long
To hold on
Please forgive me
If I've just gave up on this poison in me

I finally get
The emptiness
But I can't forget
I want to start again
I finally get
The emptiness
But I can't forget
I want to start again

I've tried to pretend for so long
To hold on
Please forgive me
If I've just gave up on this poison in me

It doesn't matter anymore
I've already lost control
I've already lost control
I need to take a breath

It doesn't matter anymore
I've already lost control

Need to get out of my misery
No matter how painful it could be

I've tried to pretend for so long
To hold on
Please forgive me
If I've just gave up on this poison in me



Credits
Writer(s): Luca Ferretti Di Gennaro
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