Let's Waltz, Look at Me*

Waltzing down the gym floors
Your pupil directed itself to mine
But quickly scattered when you realized that I possessed them
Within the second we connected
My mind plagued, my mind vaguely recollected

You were always in the background, beers shared, conversations swallowed
A dap, a couple parties, couple shots to follow
We were Cactus Jack, brains trust, we were underdogs
IB certifications came in the months that followed

I can't grasp what you did, I never can i never will
Instinctual,
The first thought in my brain was to defend you
I can't do that, to you, to her
Liquid courage, as you'd like to defer, put us in worlds of hurt

But you've amplified my paranoia
Who else surrounding plays this twisted game
What can you do aside from hanging the head you wear in shame
What can she do after you imposed this subjected fate

Look so let me decide I try suicide a couple times but I cannot die
And I'm to weak from attempt so I cannot fight
I cannot lie bitch you made a hole inside a monster in a new dress
A devil in a sheep's clothes Shame on you for living life a free roam

You killed a good kid now he's out screaming fuck hoes
Till his Bloody nose reaches his toes then it stains the good floor
Man aren't I an eyesore yet I'm the type to settle scores
And yours ain't been dealt with your time is coming baby I felt it