Laundry Day

You laid me out to dry
But I've already been wrung out
Like wasps in a bee hive
You cause havoc like you haven't caused a drought

I don't need reasons to fear you
More than I fear drowning slowly
Kill me quick just to tie off loose ends
I don't need reasons to hate you
More than you have ever been
You're up on a pedestal, and I'm condemned

Your memory's got me dead inside
Rotted out, left to dry

Out with the old, in with the new
Something borrowed, something blue

Cordyceps kill their host
Stuck in me, you're too close

I still feel you now and then
In between my fingers
I see your ghost at every bend
Even now it lingers softly

God you stare
In my memories
Burning glare
Slowly kills me

But do you notice how I've tried to let you go?
Will I forgive you? I dont know
But do you see how hard it's been for me?
Forever on wire, cut my throat

So if you please
So I feel clean
Go far away
It's laundry day

I don't feel clean
Let go of me
Or stay
It's laundry day