Scared to Know You

I can see visions of you
Already in my mind
We're playing house and your
Pouring out wine
We only talk so often but
Something in your eyes and smile
Makes me wanna stay awhile

I talk about you to my friends
Like you're already mine in my head
But I say nothing
I know we're thousands of miles away
But if there's a chance of us
Can you please say something?

I'm scared to know you
Cause I'm scared
You won't want to know me back
So I sit here in my room
And play pretend

I make new versions of you
Every night
Stare at the ceiling til it's quarter past five
While you're sound asleep
Not thinking of me

I wish I could be the woman of your dreams
And maybe you'd learn to love me for me
Sweet dreams, chest tight
Lay me down
Don't let my heart rate spike

I talk about you to my friends
Like you're already mine in my head
But I say nothing
Say nothing, say nothing, oh

I know we're thousands of miles away
But if there's a chance of us can you please say something?
Say something, something, oh

I'm scared to know you
Cause I'm scared
You won't want to know me back
So I sit here in my room
And play pretend

I'm tired, I don't wanna do this anymore, anymore
I'm tired, I don't wanna do this anymore, anymore

I'm tired, I don't wanna do this anymore, anymore
Wish you would walk right through the door
I'm tired, I don't wanna do this anymore, anymore
Wish you would walk right through the door

I'm scared to know you
Cause I'm sacred
You won't want to know me back
So I sit here in my room
And play pretend
To see you in my dreams
Cause that way you won't watch me sleep
And see my face in the morning
When I'm weak, when I'm weak