Slow Release

I Want to feel the pain of others
I want to feel like I'm not the only one to
Give up -On you
Live up - To something
Amount to - Just nothing
And give up Confronting

I want to seek the kindness in strangers
I want to feel like I'm not in danger
And trust you
To love you
Don't want just fuck you
So give up confronting
And live up to something

Hurts more than I could possibly ever want to Des-
Cribe - If it works, these words might just eat me
Alive. My spine jerks and I'm in overdrive
Now how many people here
Feel truly alive?
As the sun and the air
Breathe life into me
I feel so disconnected from what I'm supposed be
I'm not afraid of the future
I'm just scared I'll lose the past
Am I living insincere
I'm not sure of what I am
But if this is what it truly means
For me to be a human being
Don't leave me here
I need you please
I'm giving up
I'm losing sleep
I'm waiting for the pain to ease
It oozes out a slow release
Is out only purpose to spread disease
And live a life time on our knees
I'm sorry but that's not for me
To vulnerably follow you endlessly
For my eternal soul to rest in peace
Blind lead me for I can not see
Infectious trauma
Relentless drama
Let me feast on your saliva
'Til I'm deceased and drowned in ground
I'd rather be
Lost than found

I want to feel the pain
I want to feel the
I want to feel the pain



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