Not Thinkin

I'm not thinkin bout you pulling up in my drive
Not thinking bout the way you made me feel so alive
Not thinkin about how we're losing all of this time No I swear I don't think about you at all
Not thinkin bout the little sports car that you drive
Not thinkin bout the ways you as changing my life
Or laying in my bed staring deep into your eyes
No I swear I don't think about you at all

And I damn sure ain't thinkin bout how it felt when I held you in my arms
And I damn sure ain't wishing for you back when I see a shooting star
I don't take the long way into town just so I don't have to pass by your road
Are you gone are you in are you somewhere with him
Can't take it I don't even wanna know

Now I'm waking up every morning with a hangover I don't wanna feel like this
What did I do what did I say in that text
dammit how'd it get like this
I know that I should apologize to the person in the mirror cause I let you down
Free fall all the way to the bottom Have a problem ain't nobody there to catch me now

I'm not thinkin bout you pulling up in my drive
Not thinking bout the way you made me feel so alive
Not thinkin about how we're losing all of this time No I swear I don't think about you at all
Im Not thinkin bout the little sports car that you drive
Not thinkin bout the ways you was changing my life
Or laying in my bed staring deep into your eyes
No I swear I don't think about you at all

And I damn sure ain't thinkin bout how it felt when I held you in my arms
And I damn sure ain't wishing for you back when I see a shooting star
I don't take the long way into town just so I don't have to pass by your road
Are you gone are you in are you somewhere with him
Can't take it I don't even wanna know

Every day that goes by
I never break down and cry I don't yell out for help with words aimed at the sky
I ain't saying you're wrong but I ain't saying you're right
You wasn't leaving to love me, you wasn't staying to fight
I don't ever think about all the wrong that I did
Swear I never think about what it all could've been
And I never think about how together we're perfect And working through it is worth it, do I deserve it

I wish I woulda known
that you'd erase the little heart next to my name in your phone
I've been lost out here wandering your heart was my home
I get reminded of it daily everywhere that I go

Im not thinkin bout you pulling up in my drive
Not thinking bout the way you made me feel so alive
Not thinkin about how we're losing all of this time No I swear I don't think about you at all
I'm Not thinkin bout the little sports car that you drive
Not thinkin bout the pretty black horse that you ride
Or laying in my bed staring deep into your eyes
No I swear I don't think about you at all

And I damn sure ain't thinkin bout how it felt when I held you in my arms
And I damn sure ain't wishing for you back when I see a shooting star
I don't take the long way into town just so I don't have to pass by your road
Are you gone are you in are you somewhere with him
Can't take it I don't even wanna know