Thinking

Yeah I been thinking bout a lot, thinking bout the past
Bout the good, thinking bout the bad
Thinking bout my faith, struggling with that
Thinking bout girls, I wish that I had
Thinking I should call em and tell em I want em back
Tell em it's my bad, let's leave it in the past
Say we kick it off, and try to run it back
Thinking she rushing the way I have her running back
Nah I'm just thinking too much, I'm probably tripping
Thinkin bout should I change, and live different
Thinking bout my regrets, and my bad decisions
Thinking bout how my pops can be a bit ignorant
Thinking how he say music he can't picture it
But I know its all love got my best interest
Let's get it then
I been thinking bout the times that we're living in
I been thinking if I die am I heaven sent
I'm just thinking on this text, and should I send
Just thinking on my ex, did her wrong
Thinking should I hit her up? Been too long
Just thinking if she thinks that we still belong
Just thinking should I even put this in a song
Too late now
Hope she come around
I'm just thinking maybe I should put the pen down
I'm just thinking, do they really mess with how I sound?
I'm just thinking why my thoughts are so loud?
Is my fam proud? I can't even tell
I been thinking bout em all hope they doing well
Thinking how I only call when I need help
Thinking how I'm kind of struggling, just by myself

I'm just thinking
I been thinking too much, way too much
I'm just thinking
I been thinking too much, way too much
But

Back to my thoughts
I been thinking bout some old friends that I lost
Thinking bout them old times, how it was
Even thinking in my songs do I need to cuss?
Do I need to cuss? Nah probably not
Thinking bout my lil Godsis and her thoughts
Telling me she hear all the music I drop
And when I heard that started rethinking thoughts
Wow
Cause that really hit, made me think
Thinking on the influence that I'm tryna be
Thinking how my little ones, young and naive
Thinking how they will be looking up to me
I've been thinking bout it all
Thinking when I need to vent, can I call?
Thinking on my strengths, on my flaws
Thinking how I'm born in March, but always fall
It got me thinking, it really got me thinking
My life is like a family reunion cause Imma seeking
I've been seeking my best, thinking how am I blessed?
Wonder when I die will I hear well done on the test
Got a lot to confess, I deserve way less
Took my issues to the Lord, he said yeah you a mess
But it's nothing I can't fix, you just gotta address
Reminding me he still love me, shrug it off like I guess
Woo yeah and I can't sleep
Conversations in my head getting too deep
Talk to God asking him yo why me?
Why you got me facing things I can't see?
I been distancing, but it's me again
I've been going through it, you just witnessing
I know you love, but your love been looking interesting
Can you even hear me, are you even listening?
Everybody say, life ain't always fair
But if you really love me, then you wouldn't dare
Way my life is going, are you even there?
Got me thinking God, do you even care?
Got me looking at the heavens with a blank stare
Rapping so deep, I started spitting prayer
I'm just writing down my problems to be self aware
I'll put them all on the album, no one even cares

I've been thinking too much, way too much
I'm just thinking
I've been thinking too much, way too much