Nonexistant

You don't know how I'm feeling on my rocky days
And I'm not gonna go out my way
Anymore
If you knew better than you'd call me up
To check on me
You don't
You drain me of all my love
But you don't ever fill up the cup
I'm ok
I'm ok
Ok

And what am I to say
To you?
I've had worse days
But I made it through
And I find it hard to focus when the lights are on
And how's it gonna feel when I'm remotely gone?
I hold you near and dear to me
The memories talking about A-to-Z
Too bad you're never gonna hear from me
(hear from me)
You're living in a fantasy
Hope you wake up someday and you remember me
Too bad you won't hear from me
You will be missing me

Or maybe one day we can fall to the start
Something had to change, had to leave you in the dark
Hey don't take it personal just Putting my foot to earth
I think I found my purpose in this lonely world
(it's so)
Strange
How a phone call can change your day
Now I just let it ring when I see your name
And you won't know how I'm feeling on my rocky days
And I'm not gonna go out my way anymore