Ghostly Fear

Bleeding out a Halloween party
the night's gotten to my head
I dropped my mask somewhere in the lobby
And i swear everyone here are my old friends

At least the ones crowding around my hyperventilating body
Something quite alarming, something quite scary

But I swear that I'm not even really here and you people don't see me
I've probably had too much to drink and I'm probably dreaming
I swear the hardest part is realizing all the people you used to call home are strangers to you now
So I bleed here alone in my ghostly fear of everything changing

The girl in the kitchen with hair all curly
we haven't spoken in a year
And the boy in the corner, his name's Freddy
and he's looking at me like he fears I might disappear
Is that why he's crowding around my hyperventilating body
The thought of him feeling guilty seems kind of scary

I swear that I'm not even really here and you people don't see me
I've probably had too much to drink and I'm probably dreaming
That you'd invite me here with the idea that talking to me'd leave you seething
I swear the hardest part is realizing all the people you used to call home, strangers to you now
So I bleed here alone in my ghostly fear of everything changing

I guess I'm destined to haunt you, baby
God you people drive me crazy

I swear that I'm not even really here and you people don't see me
I've probably had too much to drink and I'm probably dreaming
That you'd invite me here with the idea that talking to me'd leave you seething
I swear the hardest part is realizing all the people you used to call home, strangers to you now
I'll bleed here alone in my ghostly fear of everything changing