Close To You

I wonder if he misses me
I wonder if he cares I'm with someone else now
But they can't compare
I wonder if he's all alone
Through the dark and in the nights, you come try to hold me
But only him can do it right, oh
You've shown me love
And you've been so kind, but he's at the background
I want him so bad

But I can't get close to you
Even if I really wanted to
And it's nothing new, my heart's in two
It's not me, it's you
'Cause I wanna be next to him
Even for a second, then I'd die again
When I see his eyes, I could cry that he's gone

But now that the tide has turned
I should walk away, leave him all to blame
Still, I'll watch him without me
Oh, my heart's bleeding now
From when he ripped it out

Oh, uh
And I've never felt more guilty
But I'd hope you understand I haven't moved on
Why is that so wrong, and you are nice
But you ain't on my mind
Like him and I, he's forever mine
I just won't lie, oh

But I can't get close to you
Even if I really wanted to
And It's nothing new, my heart's in two
It's not me, it's you

But now the tide has turned
I should walk away, leave him all to blame, ooh
Still, I'll watch him without me
And my heart's bleeding now, from when he ripped it out

Ooh, what can I do?
I really want to, it's not me, it's you
Ooh, what can I do?
I really want to, it's not me, it's you

But now the tide has turned
I should walk away, leave him all to blame
Still, I'll watch him without me
And my heart's bleeding now, from when he ripped it out

But I can't get close to you
Even if I really wanted to
And it's nothing new, my heart's in two
It's not me, it's you
'Cause I wanna be next to him
Even for a second, then I'd die again
When I see his eyes, I could cry that he's gone