Thank You

Hello it's been a couple years
How you been
You're the reason that I can't fall asleep again
No I don't hate you
For the things that I know you did
I just don't understand why it had to be like this
You tore me up tore me up
Threw me away like I was something that
Didn't even matter
When I told you that I had enough you tried to make me stay even though I had a heart that was shattered
Always thought you were smiling at me
But turns out you were just showing your teeth

How's it feel over there in the sidelines
You and I were always walking a fine line
Always happy for your wins but not mine
Wonder why I gave you all of my time
I will say look at what you made me
But I've had you on my mind too much lately
I'll never understand why you hate me
But thank you for the pain 'cause it made me

I would have done anything you asked me to
When no one would have stood up
I would have stood up for you
Why'd you have to go and make me feel like I was nothing to you
While chasing my dreams saying they were your dreams too
And honestly I hope now that you're doing fine
But the damage that you did is permanent in my mind
Always thought you were smiling at me but turns out
You were just showing your teeth

How's it feel over there in the sidelines
You and I were always walking a fine line
Always happy for your wins but not mine
Wonder why I gave you all of my time
I will say look at what you made me
But I've had you on my mind too much lately
I'll never understand why you hate me
But thank you for the pain 'cause it made me

I will say look at what you made me
I will say look at what you made me
I'll never understand why you hate me
But thank you for the pain 'cause it made me
I'll never understand why you hate me
But thank you for the pain 'cause it made me