Goin Thru Pain

Let's go, Mitchie. That's your turn right now
Uh
I be lost in my thoughts
It's like I wanna give up for some time, but you know I gotta keep going

I know I just started
Yeah
Let's go
I was laying on my bed while I was looking at my phone

Can't even ask me what you did because you know that you did wrong
I was going through some pain and you had left me all alone
Thought I had a house that I could come to when I ain't have a home
You see me at my lowest, so many times you put me down

You was showing fake love, whole time you want me to be around
I had looked up in your eyes, I seen the hate and then the snake
You gotta wait your turn, but when it come you gon' be great
It's like I'm battling with a beast, I'm out here battling with myself

I lost my brother, I lost my cousin, got PTSD from they death
I was taking breaks and taking Xanax cold with your death
I been steady thinking about J last year, fucking up my health
Told my brother how we don't come from the bottom, that shit third top shelf

Put my all into this shit, I don't give a fuck about no sleep
I had jumped up in that water without a vest, that shit was deep
Put your mask on, then your gloves, got your gun and going creep
He was talking on the net, he gon' be gone by next week

To get up out that kitchen, can't even take the fucking heat
Bitch, you moving more to come back, I hit him once, this ain't defeat
Bitch, you moving more to come back, I hit him once, this ain't defeat
I was laying on my bed while I was looking at my phone

Can't even ask me what you did because you know that you did wrong
Going through some pain and you had left me all alone
But I had a house that I could come to when I ain't have a home
You see me at my Lord, so many times you put me down

You was showing fake love, whole time you don't want me to be around
I had looked up in your eyes, I seen the hate and then the snake
You gotta wait your turn, but when it come, you gon' be great
Put your trust up in your gun and most these niggas, they gon' hate

Got that car that my uncle died, wish I could take back
Man, man, grab your gun and grab your mask and then go and slide
Putting BEMF to ass, we spanking niggas, they scared to come outside
Try to slide and you're gon' die, try to slide and you're gon' die

I wanna fight it out in the open, in the open, in the open
Try to slide and you're gon' die, try to slide and you're gon' die