Rock Bottom

I feel like the wall is closing
Every time I think
I deserve a bit of respect for the work that I'm doing
Not even from the government with their worthless check
Cause of the inflation
Yeah I'm already in dept
I feel like we overslept
Over the problem of the motherfucking life today
Cause I can't intercept
I'm filled up full of rage, 'specially when I'm engaged
I'm not in the time of when my fucking father was alive cause I aged
Still need to be looking for answers, maybe I need to ask nicer
Feel like I will blow up with this
Or even I will see that motherfucking facebook poster
Only think that I'm a fucking liar, just to see me piss
Life is comming like the money is the most important thing
Cause if you just have a thousand bucks still be living in a trailer
Or in a road

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear
That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

My life is full of broken dreams and promises
Hopping every day things look up, but I never found a job openings
I feel discouraged and damaged
Living in this apartment
Since I lost that other job
It is been an asshole to managed
I feel so sick of playing that game
Almost everybody are feel like the same
Still looking at the window of the store
Still dreaming of having the thing in the corner
I'm ashamed, still looking at the people who can afford
And when you want something bad they come at you so that you can be lower
Cause words never came
And when they came out I still go back stronger
Sucks to be my number 1 fan
Cause I'm the man who is ashamed
And I'm to stressed out to be the player
Feel like I'm still depressed today

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear
That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear

And there's still people who's mad and hate me
But the darkness created me
Yeah my name is still Ghostly
Cause I want the money and the fame
I'll still be lonely
And I'll still end up burnin' in hell, seeing the flames
I'll write every haters name
For eternal torture and pain
Still asking for the real me
Not right now I feel like I've hit my rock bottom
Still think that I could be great
I'll be the next pilar
Or I'll still be broken
I'll go back straight
To my own fucking roots
Cause I'm unspoken
I'll stop being lame
Think that I need to drop more 'till I get back my mood
Well time to go back swimming in this ocean
Like almost the industry is doing the same
I've never felt proud with my music since Painful Things

That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear
That's rock bottom, when this life makes you mad enough to kill
That's rock bottom, when you want somethin' bad enough to steal
That's rock bottom, when you feel like you've had it up to here
'Cause you mad enough to scream, but you sad enough to tear