I'm So Awkward

Spent another night alone
I'm just staring at my phone
I can't help it I can't stop it
I get angry when I drop it
Spent another night at home
Knowing you're not with me
I can't talk can't breathe
I'm awkward as can be

Spent another night by myself in the basement
Tryna plan this album out got me pacing
Mind still racing jumping over hurdles
Swimming in circles rest in peace Mac
Been tryna run fast but I'm feeling like a turtle
Tryna put my city on the mother fucking map
Life is not a race but I know I deserve this
They just want hype and clout and fake daps -er
I was heart broke and lost my damn dad
First love gone right after he passed
We was at the funeral with the fam
Dad died from boozing up so I can't

I'm awkward as can be
I'm awkward as can be

Too much 'fore I black out puking drunk
My other ex did that a few times a month
A few times a week yeah more like that
Shawty really let the bottle go and pour like that
Yeah so when I think about my family
And my sanity and what I want for me
I know I'm better off without it
Know I'm better off without it whatcha think about that?
Talking 'bout some money that they never really have
Shit is kinda funny when you see the bigger picture
It was not cool to be when I was sad
Back when I was younger I was more of just a hipster
I was heart broke and lost my damn dad
First love gone right after he passed
We was at the funeral with the fam
Dad died from boozing up so I can't
No good at taking compliments
Not good at faking confidence
Making broken promises
Still hanging out with toxic kids
When I get too intoxicated
Don't know 'bout communication
So much I'm just not saying
I'll stay out of the conversation
Spent another night at home
Knowing you're not with me
I can't talk can't breathe
I'm awkward as can be

I'm awkward as can be
I'm awkward as can be
I'm awkward as can be
I'm awkward as can be



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Writer(s): Chloe Stankowski
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