Rest in Peace, Myself

(I wish I could make this feel sad, but not too much
Because I know I'm depressive, I know this
But it's just a song, ok, let's go)

My face is so ugly after all the hours I cried
Last night, you told me some things I didn't understand
You threw a sword into my heart and left me on the floor
Made me cry for twenty-five minutes, I don't have a chance

This is past, but I can't forget all the things you did
Cause it's not romantic
You promised me that you would stay
But I realized that to you I'm dead

I said: rest in peace, myself
I said: let me go away
You said: rest in peace, yourself
Like a fallen angel in hell

That's my world after the day you told me those things
My small heart is broken, I'm scared of not loving again
Did you see the marks you left in me
When you threw me on the road?
That night was cold, I couldn't ask anyone for help

Now it's past, but I can't forget all the things you did
Lying to myself
Can't you see that I'm searching for my soul?
Because it's lost in somewhere on that road

I said: rest in peace, myself
I said: please, let me go away
You said: rest in peace, yourself
Like I'm a fallen angel in hell

"That's a trap" I screamed so loud
I saw red lights lighting up my ground
My friends brought me back to life
It was enough to make me regret you all the time

I said: rest in peace, myself
I'm dead, this is all I know
You said: I will let you go
I can't fall in love no more