Mountains

I hope you find a way to deal with all the pressure
Here's a lesson from my presence, so everything is overwhelm
Moments seem to counteract, at times I wish that I'd go back
And fuck up when I had the chance and keep it on a need to know basis

I'm basic, a busted child
I'm a pessimistic mess, and so I can't be wowed
Daddy's self-destructive trace that seems to plague his child
Like how'd you think that I was swimming
When it was clear that I was drowning?

Hands, they fold like prayer at school, my youth up from the fountain
And searchin' something deeper, so I'm trekkin' up these mountains
In Nike sweats, and a worn-out vest and some mashed up creps
Just to find that

All I see is what could be, not what was
All my wants, they seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breakin' off
'Cause all I see is what could be, not what was
All my wants, they seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breakin' off

I'm back, not better, secured some cheddar
The ties been severed, the storm's been weathered
I catch my cruise and change my views
To pick up where I left off as the same damn fool

It's cost my time and cost my pride
It's crossed my mind that maybe
I'm the author of the things I hate, I hope in time I demonstrate
On how to not disintegrate, outside of all the mess I made

Freeze up, how to ease up, so I'd see love
I'm freed up, not a leader, it don't mean much
I need ya to be eager
To be okay, to be alright

All I see is what could be, not what was
All my wants, they seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breakin' off
'Cause all I see is what could be, not what was
All my wants, they seem to be my new needs
And for once, I'm breakin' off