Be Alone

I'm so fucked in the head
All my instincts want me dead
I juggle vices like they're toys
I sleep with women, fall for boys
I don't know if I deserve to be happy
Is it ever gonna change
Am I always gonna feel this strange
In my skin, in my bones, in my heart, on my own
I'm too young
To feel hopeless
Too tired
To keep on trying
When you said that I should just focus
What the fuck were you implying
I'm scared to be
I think I need to be
I know I shouldn't be
I've got to be alone
I'm scared to be
I think I need to be
I know I shouldn't be
I've got to be alone
La dee la dum
La dee la dum
La dee la da
I'm so done with this brain
She's always telling me the same
You're not enough
You're not allowed
So finish up and quiet down
If you were worth your dreams
You'd be awake by now
Am I running out of time
Or am I just about to hit my prime
I'm the most important piece of shit in the room
I'm too young
To feel hopeless
Too tired
To keep on trying
When you said that I should just focus
What the fuck were you implying
I'm scared to be
I think I need to be
I know I shouldn't be
I've got to be alone
I'm scared to be
I think I need to be
I know I shouldn't be
I've got to be alone
La dee la dum
La dee la dum
La dee la da
I'm scared to be
I think I need to be
I know I shouldn't be
I've got to be alone



Credits
Writer(s): Jamie Lawrence, Madeline Rhodes
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